VICTORY THROUGH SURRENDER : IT'S REAL!

Well, just yesterday I posted about being live under pressure.
And my conclusion yesterday are between surrender and have faith.
So I did surrender and still steadfast in God, and thanks Jesus Christ!
I have outta all my problems today! What a freedom I have today :)
It's FUN to have BREAK FREE !

Considering the last story I wrote here, I'll write how my theatrical problem solved!
From this morning, I've been wandering about what should I choose for today's activity because of my crashed schedule. Actually I wanna go to visit my sick friend and attend my community cell, but all my hours are grabbed by the theatre rehearsal time.
And I do need to get outta that theatre. Being a theatrical actress is not my future focus.

I'm more to be a businesswoman :)

So, back to the story!
I was afraid with the captain (freaky-freaky boy) and coach of the theatre.
It's true. I'm not such an adventurous-hot-blooded gal.
And if you saw my latest tweets and fb's stats then you'd see me as a stupid and fool gal!

I waited till my 3rd break just to speak with the captain and ALAS! that's pretty easy! Well, he's kinda mad with me but hitherto I'm so happy now for they've let me go. For they can do nothing if I don't want to join them. I just realized that I didn't make any resume to join them as a club, but I just joined them as a part of festival! What a relieve :) Now I know something really clever. an ASSUMPTION is just NOTHING but a whole-cake of FOOLISHNESS! I waited so long just to say that I wanna quit for nothing?! yes that's certainly correct!

Just surrender all to God (if you have faith once again!) like what the bible said in the Ecclesiastes 3:11 :
He (God) has made everything right in its time; but he has made their hearts without knowledge, so that man is unable to see the works of God, from the first to the last.

live under pressure

NUTS is a word I use occasionally for things like what I've been wandering in these days.
and LIVE UNDER PRESSURE are words that certainly describe my condition right now.

So, if you know me person to person and seeing me now, then you'll see a hopeless pale and white face with so many reason to cry.
But I'm not crying. I'm trying to keep calm down and just carry on.

I don't want and I don't need to tell you the whole pieces of my story, for it's just gonna make your day worse than it is. But I'll share some of my problems with you.
It will be a good cure and make me keep going forward.

Sooner is better.
That is a phrase my mom said that I should have aware of from long time ago.
Well, here is the story.
About a month ago, I decided to do the audition for my school's "woaah" theatre.
Theater is such an enormous extra curriculum or club in my school that looks so cool from outside. I did the audition before considering my almost-full-booked schedule.
And Alas! They accept my resume and they want to play me for a small character.
But, the thing is. Oh my dear God, my schedule is so sick full!
Later, after so many prayers and advices, I decided to get outta the theatre, but I'm so scared to say that. So I waited a little longer while they told me not to come to the rehearsal for awhile because they had so many characters to play at that time.
But now! Okay, they asked me to play a small character with the rehearsal time till night.
And I have so many other activity that I should considering too.
*Sigh*
I should have to told them. But I just can't do that. I hate assumption because it's just worsen things, but honestly I did have so many assumption that caused me Cortisol reaction adds stress like now.

There's nothing that seems I could do than just remain still and do what should I do wholeheartedly.
For in everything you do, never do it halfheartedly. You'll find yourself on the edge of a cliff if you guilty.
Remain calm when you live under so many pressure.
Eat some Ice cream, bars of chocolate, watch glee, go shopping or do many useful activities to reduce your stress are advices. But I do have so many activities that I couldn't handle them all by myself. So what? just surrender it all to God (For I have faith in God) and don't mind it too bad!
There is always something I could learn from my daily story :)
So! Keep breathing and living your life!