secret desires : MODELS

Have you ever got a big and wild dream?
I have, and I do.
And honestly, I have so many big and wondrous dreams :)

one of them is to become a model.
Speak of the truth, I'm not in the type of a superslim body that could compete modeling.
Sad, indeed. But no worry. It's also so hard for being a model for everybody. Even the perfect body type ones :)
Let's face it. The clients, especially the blue chip ones are the stars of fashion now and it's their choices, selections and bookings that make and break models today. (source : Models.com).
In an increasingly competitive market, flooded with hundreds of "cool editorial girls", its the campaigns and contracts that are the final index of how crucial a model is at any given moment.
So, not only you've gotta have a perfect body and face, but you also have gotta have what the producers say as CHARM. well, prince Charming is fame for non sense.

Many models came with no thoughts of being a model.
They try their best for be a charming women. And there they are beyond those all glassy and blingy bizarre flash!

Still, dream is a great thing to have.
Try to dream as high as moon, for if you fail then you still on the clouds.

pretty little disaster

Faith is a thing human should have as hope to keep living.
Faith is more or less looks like a motto, belief, way of living.
I have a faith that even in the worst and horrible situation, there is a wisdom or lesson that I could pick beyond that.

However, today -from humans eyes- for me is a pretty little disaster.
Like a manipulative system, I got drowned by problems. That's humanity I should say. But still, it's horrible, should be avoided, have to be a warning for every population on earth.

So, today is the third day of my mid term test week. The schedules of today are physics and religion tests. I have done my best to study, and before I continue the story, I should say that I'm a fast learner and a good student. But today's morning was a disaster!
I started a good morning with a nice confident for the tests. But my pals' frightfulness brought me down to ground. I got nervous and alas!

I did wrong on this :
0.7 : 0.1 = ??
I answered 0.07! What a shame!! That should have to be 7 !!

Well, and like the river never stops to flow my problems with physics haven't done yet.
I did wrong again on sin cos tan thingy!
tan 3/4 (three fourths) = ?
I answered 90, when I know exactly that the answer is certainly 37!

I also have got to do the remedial test!

Of course regret is nothing but a waste.

Well, what should I learn from today?
Never get down so easily! Believe you can do it!

Starter

I live a normal and sometimes 'boring' life. But life isn't always so sorrow and horrid.
I have felt so many beautiful things. And so we could see and learn some beautiful things too!
Be grateful is a way to go. Surrender to God (if you have a belief), is one another good and fastest way.
Yet, humans aren't that easy-going to be grateful or surrender.
And i still don't have any conclusion to solve that till now :)

I love many memorable quotes and phrases. Especially the one which goes with the daily livings.
A great thing, starts with many single small pieces of things.
Try to learn from the smallest part, then I could reach the peak.

Well, time is one human never could compete with. We're all should be so aware and be respectful of time.
"Don't waste too much time in front of the blog", my legendary-mother said. And she's always right on that.

Catch out with you later guys.