secret desires #2 : orchestra player

it's been a while since my latest post,
and now I wanna announce that :

I love orchestra!

you won't believe how much I want to be a violinist, conductor, or cellist if only I were free to choose my options :)
well, being one of players in the orchestra need a sync between your own ego, emotion, behavior, talents, and performance.
I have just watched the pro-orchestras from TV, online streaming, and video.
the rest just orchestra from my school. But, I'm really impressed with what have they done with the symphonies and music.

For I know that there is no way I could be one of them, then I changed my mind to be a businesswoman, so I could make lotsa orchestra one day.
If I can't be what I want, then I should just pay people to do that! lols
It was one of my mom's advices to me.

Well, I once asked my mom : "Mom, would you ever mind if I wanna be a violinist?"
I thought she would support me like others did, but this was her answer :
"You know what, I raised you to be a multimillionaire businesswoman. Once you have all the money in the world, you could make tons of orchestras don't you ever think of that?!"

And that's how she always changed my mind from being what I desired of :)
So, move on!
If you know that you won't be something. Then be anything else that could buy people to fulfill your desires! lolss!