Friday 12 November 2010

The importance of reading BIBLE





Well, today's post maybe for some people only towards for christians. But honestly, even Mahatma Gandhi did read bible in his lifetime :) And yet now I'm just going to share what I passed these days.

Actually, in times when you think your prayer for years hasn't got answered by God, your faith -no matter how hard you denied- is fading off. It's what I was going through.
And I just got to such a stupid opinion last night : "Is God really exist?"

what a moron question, because I've been given SO MANY wonderful amazing experiences with God before, and yet in hard times I could think of that.
But, in the morning when I woke so early as usual to read bible, I came to remember whole stuffs that God has done to me. How often He gave me the same experience with what my daily devotional I read in the morning, how awesome His ways out of problem that He always given to me, or how amazing His grace to calms me down.

It's true that sometimes your daily devotional hours are boring. But then you'll realize how important it is.


Human lives not only by bread, but with God's words :)




Thursday 4 November 2010

secret desires #2 : orchestra player


it's been a while since my latest post,
and now I wanna announce that :

I love orchestra!

you won't believe how much I want to be a violinist, conductor, or cellist if only I were free to choose my options :)
well, being one of players in the orchestra need a sync between your own ego, emotion, behavior, talents, and performance.
I have just watched the pro-orchestras from TV, online streaming, and video.
the rest just orchestra from my school. But, I'm really impressed with what have they done with the symphonies and music.

For I know that there is no way I could be one of them, then I changed my mind to be a businesswoman, so I could make lotsa orchestra one day.
If I can't be what I want, then I should just pay people to do that! lols
It was one of my mom's advices to me.

Well, I once asked my mom : "Mom, would you ever mind if I wanna be a violinist?"
I thought she would support me like others did, but this was her answer :
"You know what, I raised you to be a multimillionaire businesswoman. Once you have all the money in the world, you could make tons of orchestras don't you ever think of that?!"

And that's how she always changed my mind from being what I desired of :)
So, move on!
If you know that you won't be something. Then be anything else that could buy people to fulfill your desires! lolss!